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                          ::: Definitive Moments Corp :::
                          It’s a few minutes from a quarter to five and 
                            You’re wondering how you got here in the first place. 
                            You try to remember last Wednesday and  
                            The Wednesday before the day you were thinking, 
                            ‘Next Wednesday, I will think to remember to think of  
                            next Wednesday.’ 
                          It’s a quarter ‘til five and 
                            You’re wondering if you would have chosen this if it were 
                            Last Wednesday, many years ago, but of course 
                            That moment, you chose to be  
                            Who you were then as you are choosing, albeit passively, to be 
                            Now.  
                          It’s eleven to five and you look around and  
                            The trail of ants crawling along your desk,  
                            Hauling pieces of particle board over tiny thoraces 
                            Stale little morsels from Monday.  
                            Amidst the constant flow, they bump intermittently,  
                            Offering directions, instructions on how, where to go. 
                            They’re all the same. They never asked for anything more or less. 
                            Now a good seven square inch bite has seemed to erode from your desk and  
                          It’s five to five. You offer the unfinished quarter of  
                            Your almond butter sandwich from lunchtime. 
                            It’s a worthy gesture in the spectrum of your capacity to give. 
                            You won’t miss it next Wednesday. 
                            You push your feet against the mutable partition  
                            Supported by file cabinets tangled in wires bundled  
                            Tangled strangling energy no interest in sorting itself out. 
                            You glide across the hard  
                            Plastic protecting the finely woven carpet that still smells like carpet. 
                          You want out the glass, but pleasure is the gaze 
                            It’s as though these buildings always were 
                            Certainly, before any Wednesday you could recall. 
                            It’s as though concrete sludge carved perfect blocks from stone and steel 
                            Strategically sculpting almost perfect cubicles stacked, still standing. 
                            Still glowing little squares shine. 
                            The trail of cabs and buses, lights and wires, pushers and nannies hauling cargo 
                            Some in bellies burning little memories of they 
                            A flurried flow cracking everywhere. 
                          From this distance, the trails have multiple arms and speeds 
                            Abrupt and lingual. They’re all the same now. 
                            They get angry. They say things. They want  
                            Desperately to be beautiful. They want 
                            To buy. 
                          It’s five past five and there’s a generous chunk of sky missing. 
                            It’s raining and hundreds of Carlas and Juniors and Sisters and Seniors have retired  
                            Toward the vanishing point. Swallowing, swallowed 
                            By sandwiching skyscrapers. You wave at them, 
                            Making sure you remember this  
                            Next Wednesday, when you will find yourself 
                            With them. 
                          Written by: ~ Lia Yaranon Hall  |