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::: Dear Family :::

Dear mama life’s going on another morning dawns waking with dad gone.

I don’t want to cry but how am I to hide the tears building in my eyes.

Dad told me before once my tears and eyes are torn I’ve lost the key to my hearts door.

To never be seen weak letting emotions leak stand firm as if you’ve been anchored at the feet.

The strong words he’s said engrained in my head explains the firm life he’s lead.

But I’ve asked and never did he tell me when tears are shed for family in complete misery can I let it all flow freely.

Dear papa mamas crying everyday why couldn’t you stay It’s breaking my heart watching her cry this way.

Time doesn’t help...like everyone tells hurts today still after 3 years of hell.

I’ve never wished anything so far in life but this’ll be the first begging you to return tonight.

Dear little brother I’m sorry you have to wake up without our dad leaves me feeling bad I can’t bring back what we both had.

I understand now why he punished us both at each others throat a brothers bond broke tells us we’ll always be on the same boat.

Dear little sisters dads no longer here I know it’s too much to bear without a fathers care.

Moms crying every night I’m afraid she’s losing fight make sure you 2 hold onto her tight.

Dear family I realize he’s never coming back we’ve all lost dad but it’s ok to be sad.

I’m certain he didn’t want to leave us behind going through the rest of our lives blind cause all this time he’s strengthened our minds.

Dear me you are most like him hold your tears in even when hopes running thin.

If you’ve got doubts this is what you do it’s nothing new never question what you do for he’s now living within you.

Written by: ~ Hana