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::: Happy Anniversary :::

When is the last time love felt good?
When it made me smile in innocence
To love person so much that nothing could turn the feeling sour

It's the games that are played
And the virtues torn
That turn a woman's love
Into a painful scorn

When words are used to deliver emotional blows
When you love because it hurts too much to let go
When a man takes all you have but won't open his arms
Or even extend a hand
When you cry awake
Until you cry asleep
Until one day you get the courage to get up and leave

To lose the one person you know you need
But because of love
You teach yourself a new way to be
You wish for change
You sacrifice for change
You open up to things you don't believe
Hoping it will work out one day

It takes 2 to work it thru
But only one wants that type of love
I feel hopelessness in my strength
Lost in my Heinz sight
I'm head over heels for you
I can't walk or even speak
Or be me because of you
And all you can do is stare at me and keep taking what you didn't help me build.
And even when I leave you won't see the best of me
Cause your too caught up in you

I regret meeting you
But I wish we could be together forever

It took me an entire decade to make it here
But it only took 365 days to erase all of it

Where do I go from here?

I have so many ideas but they all include you
I want to shake this feeling off but it consumes me
I'm afraid to let go cause I haven't planned for that
I'm afraid to move on because it means no you

So I cry hoping you'll save me
But I know that day will never come
So the tears keep flowing

And the pain keeps attacking my heart
And it's all because you.

Happy Anniversary

Written by: ~ NTS